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Name: Anthony
Location: Grand Island, Nebraska, United States
Birthday: 11/6/1982
Gender: Male

Interests: I enjoy hanging out with friends, swimming, running,skateboarding,working out, playing video games, reading books, listening to music,sleeping,watching movies.
Occupation: Student

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Member Since: 4/9/2005

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

	wow holy shit i am actually writing on this thing again. what kind of bullshit do i have to say ummm.... money,moving,comics,car, thats about it
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Where the Road Ends

the road is straight
and not always alone
sometimes we dont expect the unkown

for where this road ends
we never know
but as we travel this road

a few bumps along the way
just a scrape here and there
what do we remember

the memories so far and near
of happiness and good times
never reliving the fear

all that remains is the memories of the past
at last
that is where the road ends

In memory of uncle steve
rest in peace

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Inner Rage

What can u do when it is bottled inside

Trapped so deep within

And cant let go

No where to aim no where to hide

Only to run from the pain inside

Feeling like throwing things behind

To find

Only that they only torture inside

No release but yet so much remorse

How did I get on this course

Anger so close, not to be disturbed

Bottled inside, so much rage of the inner child

Just cant let go, no outlet , for the flow

Just the bottom of the well,

Waiting to be filled

So the rage fills, so deep inside

Getting ever closer to the edge

, if the hole is ever full

Rage fills never more

Bringing fear and despair

Out into the air

Inner rage

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

Life is so simple but yet so complicated.
It is simple because all we have to do to survive is eat, sleep, and shit to stay alive. that is simple. but yet us humans make things more compicated, bringing issues of money, gossip, scandal, who is hot and who is not and religion. just a way to sort out the species.
we all cant be equal, which makes life so complicated yet unique and non boring i guess.
what a messed up world we live in.
i guess we as humans always have to have something to complain about or else everything would be "boring".
we as humans want to be "comfortable", but that is almost impossible, because everyones a critic. even me , i do admit that.
oh well
cheers to a fucked up world

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sometimes I wonder what is the point of friends?
most of the time they are good to hang around, but other times they just ditch you and not even tell u the real reason that they are ditching you. or they turn around and use your secrets and stab you in the back. They talk against you, they try and dicatate who u hang out with, where u should go , how to act, if you dont aspire to those certain levels they may all together stop talking to u without rhyme or reason. maybe of some stupid action that u did that u thought that u made the right decision, they will say no that is not right.
who the fuck am i trying to prove too.
im saying if u are truly my friend u will not judge me, and if u do judge me may god have mercy on your soul.

what is a real friend?
how do you know?
You tell me!!

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